July at BoT Yoga

A Question and Truths

#CrystalGrayYoga asks "Are you called to serve a previous version of yourself?"

I took some time to digest this question before writing about it. First, who IS the previous version of myself? Before yoga, especially the yoga I've experienced over the last 4 or so years with my current teacher, I was mired in a state of anxiety. There are things I can do now that I could never do before. In the past 2 years, a couple of things I've done are: I've gotten my driver's license (the first part anyway) and I have received my 350 hour yoga teacher certification.

Even the thought of the 2.5 hour drive with anyone but my husband would've been out of the question a few years ago. Even the thought of sitting in class for 20 hours a weekend would've been out of the question as well. The very thought of teaching classes would've been completely and utterly out of the question. Now, I not only rode with a friend to and from Toronto for 8 months, but I enjoyed it and had no issues at all with anxiety related to the drive. Now, I not only sat in class for 20 hours a weekend, but I enjoyed it and made lasting relationships with the other teachers in training as well. Now, I get in front of people and I teach (still working on the comfort level of that one, but I EVEN taught in front of my teacher training teacher, who is brilliant and amazing and I was terribly nervous to teach in front of her.)

So, am I called to serve the previous version of myself? Yes, and more. I want to give others what my teacher gave me. I want them to breathe easier, to find bliss in their daily lives, to find themselves content with who they are. Basically, I want to help people past anxiety by giving them the tools to breathe and meditate, even while in the middle of circumstances they might find difficult, just as I have learned. What do I mean by "and more?" I am not going to stop at people with anxiety, because that is not everyone (lucky ducks!) I serve the previous version of myself, and everything in between.

Will I be perfect at it? No. I'm learning as I go, just like everyone else. What is the hardest part about that? Telling that previous version of myself, "You are enough." Even when I make mistakes, when I question what I'm doing, when I give in to fear, I have to keep remembering to tell that previous version of myself, "You are enough."

Maybe, just maybe, it's sinking in...

Bodysensing Meditation

Do you feel like your body is reacting very strongly to stress? Bodysensing meditation, as described in Yoga Journal, is a technique that teaches us to notice the body's more subtle cues so that we can avoid the more distressing or harmful stress-related conditions, like crippling anxiety or high blood pressure.

Let's try it with a meditation I put together that focuses on the joints:

Lying down, start to notice your breath. In and out through the nostrils. Focus on the breath moving in and out of the nostrils for a minute or two.

Then start noticing the body, the joints, slowly going over each. To slow it down even more, go over first one side and then the other (left foot, left ankle, etc.)

Notice your toes. Notice the feet. Wiggle the toes, bend the toes. Flex and point the feet. Notice the sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you feel there without judgment or reaction (they simply ARE. Accept what comes without putting a label on it, such as good or bad or painful.)

Notice the ankles. Circle the ankles and turn them side to side. Notice the sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the knees. Bend the knees. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the thighs. Rotate your thighs in the hip sockets by circling the leg around. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the hips and pelvis. Move the hips side to side or circle them around. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Move over the belly, the chest and up to the shoulders.

Notice the shoulders. Circle them around. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the elbows. Bend the elbows. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the wrists. Circle them around. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the fingers. Bend them. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the neck. Nod. Turn the head side to side. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the jaw. Open and close it. Notice any sensations in them. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the skull. Notice the joints at the back of the skull, just at the base. Turn the head side to side. Notice any sensations there. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Notice the spine. Run your thoughts down each vertebrae. Move your torso side to side. Notice any sensations in the spine. Welcome any sensations you find there without judgment or reaction.

Now, use the breath to drop into the body's subtle tensions, making your way over each joint again. Watch the breath at each point, inhaling and noticing any tension without judgment or reaction and exhaling as you imagine release the tension with your breath.

Come to stillness. Notice how you feel without judgment or reaction.

June at BoT Yoga

Hopkona Yoga

Yoga on the farm has been fun so far; we have ducks, chickens and a very hands-on cat visiting us during our sessions, causing a bit of distraction but in a funny way. The group has been growing as word spreads about our weekly outdoor yoga sessions and so, the laughter grows as well.

(a picture before class)

Letting Go of Expectations and Attachments

In May, we worked on deep inhalations and long exhalations, letting go of expectations and attachments. It is easy to become attached to the spiral of our thoughts; letting go of our thoughts, just letting them come and then go again, has been the focus of our meditation. Letting go of expectations for our practice, for our poses, and enjoying our practice without attaching to an image of what it "should" look like has been our focus. 

See if you can practice now, closing the eyes, letting the whole body release into your chair or mat or bed or couch.

Breathe in, deep into the belly, drawing in energy, drawing in positivity.
Breathe out, a long exhale, letting out all of the air, letting go of expectations and attachments. Let the thoughts come but let them go by like the clouds in the sky. Let them float by without attaching to them or judging them. 

Breathe in, feeling the back of the throat lifting, drawing in loving kindness.

Feel the pelvic floor lift as your breathe reaches the apex and then exhale a smooth, steady exhale. Release expectations for your practice. Release attachments.

Breathe in, drawing in energy, ready to face your day.

Graduation Day...

Yesterday, the group of lovely yoginis that I've spent the last 8 months with and I graduated! Some of the girls have one more test to do, but essentially we're all EWYT-RYT200 certified! It's crazy to think about it-where we all started our trek into our 350 hour training and where we are now. It seems so long ago that we started but, then again, not so long ago. There is always so much more knowledge to take in. Yoga is never-ending practice and study. 

(Hand to hand, supporting each other. I'm near the front in red)

(We had a vegetarian potluck in between classes)

So, congrats to us and here's to a lifelong love of learning about yoga!

Looking Forward

There will be some pricing changes coming up in the next month or so. They will not affect regular classes but private class and travel (to your home) pricing will see a small increase (and maybe some great offers as well!) If you haven't tried a one-on-one (or two-to-one) session, do consider the benefits of individual attention. One-on-one sessions allow for more discussion and routines tailored to participants' needs or requests. Additionally, parents can take advantage of inviting me to your homes for very affordable one-on-one sessions during nap time.

This month, we will continue to delve into meditation, relaxation and release in our practice. 

(from the app: Unique Daily Affirmations)

Remember: You are enough.

A Little Shift...

Expansion

Something we haven't discussed before is yoga and pregnancy. Though I haven't shifted into allowing pregnant participants into my classes before now, I am slowly evolving into a wider and more inclusive focus in my teaching. As I expand my knowledge more and more, I am excited to share it and my love of yoga with more and more participants.
My teacher has taught me many things that will come in handy, both for me and for pregnant participants. Here, I'll share some of them with you as well.

Some things to remember:

• Everyone is different. Some women have pregnancies with little difficulties. Some women have pregnancies fraught with difficulties. As a yoga teacher, my first goal is to be of service to my students. As a pregnant yogini, listen to your body and I will be here to listen to you, making your practice as wonderful and comfortable as I can.
• Consistency in your practice is important. Yoga practice is most beneficial when regular.
• Great goals for your practice during pregnancy are: lessen the discomforts of pregnancy (mindfully use the poses to make your body more comfortable as your baby grows), get ready for delivery (de-stress, breathe steadily and calmly, strengthen muscles used for delivery), increase post-partum recovery (yoga can help build your stress immunity for delivery), use variations and modifications for your comfort and stability.
• If you are tired, rest in child's pose or lie on your side, doing deep, diaphragmatic breathing at any time during class. Do your kegel exercises.
• Many pregnant women suffer from nausea. To prevent nausea, try not to have your head down for too long and come in and out of poses gradually. If the poses are strenuous or fast-paced, like Sun Salutations, rest. Vigorous yoga can cause the body temperature to rise too high. 
• Use legs up the wall for ankle swelling or leg cramps with a pillow or rolled up mat under the seat, elevating the hips. 
• Stick with open twists. Skip the closed twists. Skip bridge pose, shoulder stand and plow after mid pregnancy. Dog pose is a great strengthener but can be increasingly difficult as pregnancy moves along. Try puppy pose or wide-legged child's pose with a bolster for support instead. Maybe you'd prefer cat/cow instead? We can figure out what works for you.
• Meditation and relaxation are both helpful for enduring labour.They help to improve your focus and all-over body relaxation. 
• If you feel any dizziness or faintness, chest pain, excessive shortness of breath, painful uterine contractions, any "gush" of fluid (suggesting premature rupture of membranes), please stop exercising and consult your doctor!

During poses:

When doing standing exercises, stand with feet apart for a wide base of support and good balance.

Come out of forward fold by bending knees and using hands on thighs for support.
Bend your knee to support your elbow or use a chair for support in triangle. In other standing and balancing poses, use the wall or a chair for support. For prone backbends (on the belly), look for modifications that work for you, like child's pose, table, cat/cow, sunbird, pigeon, or plank (modified on knees.) Use a pillow or bolster for seated poses, both to sit on and to learn forward onto. Be sure  not to lie on your back for more than a couple minutes. During reclined poses, alternate lying on your side or seated and lie on the right side for relaxation. 

Pregnancy is a time to do what feels great and, above all, feels safe. 

Before you know it, your little one will be born and growing like a little weed!

                                                                     (Lia, age 2...ish)

This Month 

This month, we grab our mats to start outdoor Tuesday night summer yoga on a farm! The view is going to be pretty outstanding. Let me know if you want more information on that. 

We'll focus on our breath linked with movement and alignment, as always, but with a particular focus on Classical Hatha Yoga. 

With that, I wish you a beautiful night and offer a quote I use often in classes: "I rule myself. No negativity can touch me." (Kathryn Budig)

                                                                            Namaste.

April at BoT Yoga

Just Breathe

Last month, I promised to look further into the breath during our classes. We focused on noticing the breath, where it expands and contracts. We used weighted, warm bags to focus our minds and our breath to specific spots in the body. We focused on letting our thoughts fall in the space between the breaths.
Have you put more thought into your breath this month? Have you noticed it as it expands and contracts in the body? As you stand in line at the store, have you found yourself thinking about the diaphragm lifting on the exhale and dropping on the inhale? Have you found yourself in bed trying to fill the lungs, expanding in the back against the mattress and front body, feeling the body open up and loosen tension?
The breath is essential to letting go of tension. It can help you focus your mind and once you can focus the mind, meditation practice begins. In her book Yoga Cures, Tara Stiles says that meditation sets off the vagus nerve, which sets off signals in the body that make you happy. Put simply, slow, steady breath calms the body and a calm body means a calm mind.

Speaking of the Mind...

Looking forward into April, we can continue to think about the mind and how to settle it into stillness. First, we still the body. Then, we still the mind. 

Not an easy task, I know. It takes time. It can take years. The rewards though? They are worth the time. 

A few years ago, there was no way I could have sat in front of a class to even just say hi. Now, I sit in front of classes weekly to guide movement and breath. I got here because of breath and meditation. I learned to control the fight or flight response my body naturally falls into when I'm faced with scary things like standing on my mat in front of a group of people and talking them through a class. I learned to breath steadily and focus my mind rather than falling into a panic. I am still dealing with anxiety, of course, and won't be giving any speeches in front of a large crowd anytime soon, but it has decreased in such a way that I conquered several goals in 2016/17 that I NEVER thought I would. 

What are your goals? Could a calmer, steadier breath and a still mind help you to achieve them? What are your experiences with meditation and pranayama? 

Namaste to all of you,

T.

February/March

February

February completely got away from me. Did anyone else feel like February flew by?
In February, we worked on moving with the breath, creating various sequences that combined poses in a dynamic way.
A group of dedicated practitioners scheduled a weekly morning class, making my work hours work for them.
Some other BoT students have been enjoying the benefits of scheduling one-on-one sessions. One-on-one sessions are tailored to the student's individual needs and are wonderful for those who wish to practice yoga privately but aren't sure what to do at home on their own.

At Home Practice

If you would like to begin an at-home practice, start with breath. Breath is the key to a successful yoga practice. Begin by noticing your breath, noticing where it is coming from, noticing the sensations it creates in your body, noticing it as it fills your lungs. Notice it filling your diaphragm like a balloon. The diaphragm is the principle muscle of respiration and it presses downward into a bowl shape on the inhalation to massage the digestive organs. On the exhale, it stretches upward to massage the lungs and heart.
Next, notice your throat. On your inhale, feel a lift in the back of your throat and hear the intake of breath, full and strong. Feel your belly rise and then your chest rise. You can even hold your hands on your belly and on your chest. On your exhale, notice the breath leaving your throat with a "haa" sound, like fogging a mirror, with or without opening the mouth, and notice the chest falling and the belly falling. Work on these steps to creating "ocean" breath. Notice how it calms your body, how it makes you feel as though you are taking in more air than you do during your regular breath and fully emptying your lungs to make space.

March

Looking forward to March, we will continue to explore breath. Pranayama is the control of the breath. Poses can be held as long as our breath is calm and steady. As soon as your breath becomes panicky or uncontrolled, it's time to come out of a pose, resting in a neutral pose like mountain, downward dog or child's pose. By focusing on controlling the breath, we focus on finding our "edge" in our poses and can hold even our most challenging poses, whatever they might be for us. 

Let's keep exploring our breath's ability to completely calm the body and take us further in our practice as the month goes on.

Happy New Year, BoT Yoga

Our Holiday/Winter Themed Class

Thank you to the students who took the opportunity to attend BoT Yoga's first Holiday/Winter themed class on December 21! We had a little fun, starting with "Candy Cane" (crescent stretch) pose and heading on through to try out poses like "Christmas Tree" (seated with arms stretched high and hands in a point) and "Snowball" (rock 'n roll.) Child's pose was accompanied by the reflection: 

Breathe in and let joy in. 

Breathe out and let worry/holiday chaos go. 

Breath in and let calm in. 

Let your thoughts go like snow on a hot rock.

 

I hope you enjoyed this lighthearted class as much as I did. It was a nice way to take a moment to smile and find calm before heading into all of the excitement that accompanies the holidays. 

An Old Year, A New Year

Before 2016 ended, we spent some time at BoT Yoga focusing on Loving Kindness Meditation. Loving Kindness (Metta) Meditation and is popular among yoga practitioners. It's about sending well-wishes toward other people (and yourself.) It always begins with a loving acceptance of yourself and continues forward from there to loving kindness toward others.
Throughout December, we repeated to ourselves during our Loving Kindness meditation:

May I be well.
May I be happy and content.
May I be free from danger and suffering.
May I be filled with loving kindness.
May you be well.
May you be happy and content.
May you be free from danger and suffering.
May you be filled with loving kindness.
May all beings be well.
May all beings be happy and content.
May all beings be free from danger and suffering.
May all beings be filled with loving kindness.

Don't Forget

In 2017, we will still be offering 10-class passes, which work out to a savings of $2 per class.

Going Forward

Looking forward into this new year, we will continue to journey into kindness toward the self and others. We will move mindfully, with an awareness of how our bodies move and what our bodies' needs are, asking ourselves without judgement if we need a bolster, block or other prop or a moment in child's pose. We can even ask ourselves if we need to push just a little bit further to find "effort with ease" or if we've lost our calm breath and need to hold back a bit. Listening to our bodies is an important and kind thing we can do for ourselves.

Namaste,

T.

BoT Yoga Meets East to West

Learning

This past summer, I travelled to Toronto in May and again in June to further my training at East to West Yoga and Pilates. I took in so much knowledge during those visits and left full of bliss, inspiration and ideas.
In November, I truly set down roots at East to West, travelling there with my fellow teacher in training for the first of 8 weekend training sessions. I learned about Anatomy and Alignment on that trip. It was overwhelming at first, leaving me completely drained and making me wonder what I had started. However, our teacher Susie had warned us we'd feel overwhelmed so I knew I should just push through and see what happened.
At the end of the day and again in the morning, Susie taught a yoga class that really brought what we'd learned together in a way that made it easier to take in. As we continue with our training each month, Susie will return to anatomy over and over, so that we can put it into practice.
In December, just this past weekend, I was back in Toronto for three courses. On the first day, we continued our Yoga Exercise Specialist training with Methodology I. We learned a few new poses, practised teaching them on one another and spent some time focusing on the pelvis and how it moves. On the second day, we studied the use of props for our first class. After lunch, we dove into the study of Sanskrit, a classical Indian language that we use mainly in Western yoga to name poses and various yogic philosophies.
I look forward to returning to Toronto each month for more training. The time is going to go by all too fast. I look forward to sharing what I learn with everyone who joins me at my home studio. If you're curious about what courses I take each month, have a look at the certificates/documents scrapbook on my props shelf.

It has a lot more stuff on it now than when it first went up in the yoga room!

December

I was a little shocked by December's arrival. How did that happen? How is there already a tree in my house, decorated with shiny, sparkly bits and bobs? How are there red and green stockings lined up all in a row on my mantel already? How are my children already singing songs about shepherds that they learned at school and dreaming of gifts dancing down the chimney one by one? How are there lights twinkling on the houses I pass by in every town, on every street and on every road?
Get ready for a Christmas experience here at Break on Through Yoga; the fireplace room, where you'll usually find my mat, is surrounded by a line of tiny stockings, big tinsel trees and many other delights for the eye. Maybe, just maybe, we'll find ourselves doing a holiday themed practice somewhere along the way...
There will be a few class cancellations throughout December; most of those will be on Sundays. If you're a student at BoT Yoga, be sure to keep your eye on the Facebook page, text me, email me, talk to me or call me for updates.

                                           upstairs, the stockings have been hung with care

Looking Forward

Over this next month and into the new year, remember self-kindness. Some suggestions:
*take some quiet time in the morning to turn your face to the sun or to really enjoy your coffee
*call a friend just to chat
*explore your town or city or one nearby-take the time to find out what is really unique about it. take a new route to go shopping or to work. find a new neighbourhood
*let go. let go of guilt. let go of regrets. let go of blame. let go of competing. let go of anything that isn't bringing you joy
*pause. before you do or say something you might regret, practice pausing. take a moment and really think about whether that comment you're writing or saying really needs writing or saying.
*be kind to someone else as well

                                                                          photo by Beau

Namaste,

T.