Reminder to Myself

April 2012, June 2012, October 2012

54 pounds down in the 13 months

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have you ever just "felt" a book? do literary works ever leave impressions on you that stick but can't particularly be expressed in words? this is what i want to impress on people who read my works/book. i want to leave something with them, even if they don't remember the exact words. i want to give them a feeling that they've been there, that they've read something from me. i feel that way pretty often about things i see or read, but i'm a writer so maybe that's just part of a writer's personality? to take from everything they see or read or hear? to take some sort of lasting ... something?

Reminder for me

as a reminder to myself that i AM working hard and i AM making progress bc no one is as hard on me as i am on myself. no one.

this is me weeks after having Lia, baby #3

this is me recently:

see my funny little man (baby #2) behind me?

so far to go but so much achieved...yet, i still beat myself up. every day, i tell myself:

you're not good enough

you'll never be like the other moms

your children are going to be ashamed of you

no one can tell how far you've come; therefore, you haven't come far at all

all these thoughts run through my head and sometimes i feel so lonely. even with all of my accomplishments and everything i do, i tell myself it's not enough. i am not good enough.

how, readers, do you break this cycle? how do you celebrate yourself?

here's a start for me. i love that i:

taught myself to jog. it's maybe not that far but for me, it's amazing. when i started, i worked up to about 2k of my 3-4k walk and i'm slowly climbing back up there again now that i'm not pregnant anymore.

work out 3 times a week at the very least

i couldn't come up with anything else but it's a start, right?

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Parenting...funny stuff when you need it most

Have you seen this blog? It's full of crappy illustrated pics of the Crappy family and true accounts by a mom in the thick of things (sorta like most of the women I know.) I like the honesty and the simplicity of this blog because parenting is already chaotic without adding complicated life accounts to it. Who has time to slog through lengthy diatribes about the meaning of life when the baby needs changing and the 3-year-old just spilled milk (I think I cried over that one-haha) and the 6-year-old needs help with his Batman Lego Wii game?
NO ONE. However, we do have time to laugh about life...and we parents really do need to laugh about it or we'll all go nuts.